January 2010
38 posts
I am so unbelievably happy right now.
Jon just left right now. I did what I promised myself I’d do, and told him how I felt.
At first, I was extremely nervous, and for a moment, I chickened out. Then, I remembered what Amity said. She told me, if he stops being my friend for telling him how I really feel, then what kind of friend is he? So, I grew some balls and told him straight up how I felt.
When I finished telling him, he...
December 2009
41 posts
I think today is going to be an I See Stars day.
I haven’t listened to them in a while, and now I feel so happy hearing them again.
Project Wakeup - I See Stars.
You say that everything's okay, but is everything...
I don't have any intentions of spinning you from...
You stare at me like I don't care, I just don't...
Don't make me say this twice. You know I'm right,...
plasticteacups:
I’m Not Gonna Teach Your...
Jon and I are hanging out tomorrow.
I called him today and told him I needed to tell him something very important that I could only say in person. He had plans today, so he said he’ll come over tomorrow, well later on, rather.
I really hope I don’t screw this up. Especially not on New Years Eve. I don’t want to start the New Year on bad terms with him.
plasticteacups:
matthewcassinelli:
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Tumblr seems stable now.
I got on around an hour ago, and nothing was working right.
Happy New Years Eve! <3
I have the most amazing best friend in the world.
No matter what, she’s always there for me.
I'm up early.
skyeatsamity:
trixieandreptile:
skyeatsamity:
trixieandreptile:
I wanted to spend the whole day resting, but, with the whole Jon thing, I just can’t sleep anymore. All I dream about is him leaving, and never coming back. What’s really bothering me is something he said last night. He said, “Aren’t you happy for me? I’m leaving Texas, just like we planned we’d do someday!” Of course I’m...
I'm up early.
skyeatsamity:
trixieandreptile:
I wanted to spend the whole day resting, but, with the whole Jon thing, I just can’t sleep anymore. All I dream about is him leaving, and never coming back. What’s really bothering me is something he said last night. He said, “Aren’t you happy for me? I’m leaving Texas, just like we planned we’d do someday!” Of course I’m happy for him, but doesn’t he...
I'm up early.
I wanted to spend the whole day resting, but, with the whole Jon thing, I just can’t sleep anymore. All I dream about is him leaving, and never coming back. What’s really bothering me is something he said last night. He said, “Aren’t you happy for me? I’m leaving Texas, just like we planned we’d do someday!” Of course I’m happy for him, but...
Nothing is helping me right now.
Not even music, especially when most of my favorite songs have to do with love.
I think I’m going to call my best friend.
So, Jon just left.
He gave me the nicest gift ever, the most beautiful necklace I have ever seen. As for what he had to tell me…
His parents are moving to California, and he’s going with them. Since he took a year off from school, he’s going to apply to some colleges in the Cali area. I honestly don’t know how I feel about this, it’s all still processing in my head. I started crying...
Today has been so amazing.
I hung out with my best friends & family all day, and everyone was so happy, it was just magical.
My parents bought me so much clothes & jewelry, and they got me a laptop for all my schoolwork, I was so happy & surprised because I didn’t even expect that from them.
Jon is supposed to be coming over in an hour, he just had dinner with his parents. He said he has a gift for me,...
The Spill Canvas - Sunsets And Car Crashes.
I see a sense of wonder, deep inside your eyes As we’re sparkling and twirling in the twilight After three long years, I think that we both need this So we seal the deal in the parking lot with a kiss
And in case you, And in case you were wondering, you are like a sunset to me You’re all kinds of beautiful as you end my day And you sweetly retire as the stars chase you away
I’d...
The Spill Canvas is such a good band.
They’re all I’ve been listening to lately.
Acoustic songs are my favorite.
I don't understand why people take credit off...
It’s so much easier to click reblog, then to go through the whole process of deleting my name and my comment about it.
The Spill Canvas - The Tide
1 tag
Marry me, Juliet, you'll never have to be alone. I...
Have you ever slept on the floor with someone you liked? Yes. Do you still talk to the person you fell the hardest for? Yes. Who is your last text from? Amity. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? Yeah. Are you crushing on someone? More than crushing. If you could go back in time and change things, would you? Yeah. Is there someone who you can spend every minute with and be happy? Yes....
Just one class tomorrow.
Thank God, I’ll be able to take a nice nap when I get home. Sometimes I feel like school is just too much for me, but then I remember how much I hate living here in Texas, and how much I want to get away, and it motivates me to work harder, so I can get a good job and leave with my best friend, and hopefully, Jon.
Here's another.
What type of day are you having? Alright, I guess. I didn’t really do anything productive.
Was there anyone who “made your day”? Hannah, by telling me she’s coming for Christmas. Are you liking how you look today? I’m dressed in PJs, so not really. Do you have anyone crushing on you? Nope. Have you ever eaten a bug? Not that I know of. Are you vegetarian? Yes.
When...
I'll just do a survey, I guess.
Looking back, did you ever think you would be where you’re at in life now? In terms of school, yes. As for everything else, I’m not exactly sure. Are you in a good mood? I finished all my assignments early, so yes. Are you wearing a ring, if so who gave it to you? My best friend bought it for me. Are you a jealous person? Depending on the situation. When was the last time you talked to your...
Lydia - This Is Twice Now
Once again, I have neglected Tumblr.
I’m going to try and make a post everyday, but it might be hard. School is taking up most of my time, and I feel like I never see my best friend anymore, so I hang out with her every chance I get. I pretty much have no time for my computer, unless I’m doing assignments, and I usually get off right after I’m done emailing them to my professors.